I opened my christmas cards and got crayon and glitter on my fingers. But such is the crayon and glitter of christmas love. Lol.

To be honest, the only person I've actually told this blog about is Kum and Avis. There's no reason except that I haven't been 'actively' promoting it and hollering to everyone with a loudhailer: CHECK OUT MY BLOGGGGGG!!

As such, I find it peculiar - even to myself - that I blog as if I am addressing an audience.

I suppose the days of yore when I used to blog for others' entertainment have stuck a little with me. Now I just write. And most times it's not even interesting or really very humorous, either. I'm just writing what I'm thinking. Exactly. This is it. Absolutely thrilling, isn't it.

Christmas is over, and so are the food and presents. Avis got me a Bulgari wallet for Christmas! I've been wanting a proper wallet since about, oh I don't know, FUCKING FOREVER. And I really, really cannot imagine how much it must have cost him, even though he seemed rather flippant about it. Lol. Hmmmmmm. I was seriously amazed when he brought out the gift cos I did NOT expect something like that (read: crazy ass expensive). No way I could have gotten him anything even remotely close to that price range because I'm a broke ass so I bought him a Zegna tie.. which of course isn't as expensive as Bulgari wallet but it isn't a Raoul belt either. (yes, weird price comparisons.)

Now I'm just waiting for New Year's Eve so that I can spend some time with people that I care about (read: give a shit about). Not very many people are worth the time these days, I find. There're the Acquaintances, Casual Friends, and then the very few Super Good Friends. There isn't really an in-between the Super Good Friends and Casual Friends for me, as I've slowly discovered. I suppose you either cut it or you don't.

It might seem harsh, but there's less cognitive dissonance and personal conflict that way. I'd rather cut you off than have the both of us trying to deal with our irreconcilable differences. It just isn't worth the effort or time once you've sorted someone that you KNOW for SURE belongs in another category other than the SGFs. Now we've both got the time to do our own things, be it shopping, sleeping, scratching your bum, or playing WoW. (Okay so maybe the last one's just me. And Song. But Song isn't involved in this.)